Those Hazelnut Eyes..
- Maya
- Jan 18, 2018
- 2 min read
Those Hazelnut Eyes..
Prologue
That's when I realized I was in love with you. When every flaw of yours seems beautiful to me. When hazelnut eyes became my favorite after seeing yours. When I couldn't imagine a life without your presence. That's when I figured out my true feelings for you. Every time I look at you, I am mesmerized by those beautiful eyes and that spellbinding smile. I can't help but stare and dream that I am in love with an angel. You opened up my heart to a new whole love I never knew was there. You are like a city I have never been to and yet, it feels like it's where belong. But, one thing was for sure. I was in dilemma not knowing whether this dream was to about to come true and give a me a fairy tale life or to vanish in the thin air just like my other dreams and make me end up with my nightmares? Deep down in my heart I knew I want it but the fear is still haunting my dreams.
CHAPTER 1
The first meet..
Fresh morning with laughter and soft breeze to lift my mood up. That's how I wanted to start my day every single morning. Unfortunately, got myself stuck in the rusty old hostel room with almost have a dozen people cramped in a small non ventilated room. Waking up to the old fan sound and my roommates voices I was not able to feel that freshness at all. Dull and totally dusky. Feeling all sweaty and tired, I walked lazily up to the shower and stood there not realizing I am being late for class. It has been two weeks since I came here from home. I wonder what is mom doing there, all alone with dad. Is she thinking about me? Worrying?
It was all different six months ago. I was just a normal 22 year old girl working on my internship for my final semester of my diploma in a local university. Growing up with granny and aunt made me live my life as an independent one with less worries about future. Maya, rare and unique one,just like the name, that is how I want people to recognize me in the near future. Not sure if I am emotionally strong and can handle everything or I am just a heartless sociopath because I myself could not come to a conclusion on who am I truly. I had a boyfriend who would not give a damn about me and so eventually I broke up with him, so let's not talk about that moron.
Done with internship, done with my diploma life, I literally felt like I am totally done with life. For now, at least.
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